no reason to die |
Black walls, dark stains dripping down I cry in vain, scream out his name, look around What happened last night, where am I now How could he do this to me, how? I gave him my heart, soul and all I tripped right into him, but he made me fall Fall hard to the floor, his body on mine Tangles of darkness, sleek and serpentine Wicked laughter echoes across the room Suddenly not alone, shadows in the gloom Is he back, here to save me like he said Take me away, make me his newlywed? Alas, no, it's not him that I see It's just a shadow, a remnant of me He's long gone and I, alone, here remain Pieces of tattered flesh, slips of grey brain Laughter turns dark and fades into cries The truths that he told all slide into lies I am nothing alive, nothing dead, never free I am only scattered bits of raw immortality White glistening bone breaks free from cut skin Pushing me down, pulling me deeper in Pain aches and courses through torn veins Nothing left of me, no soul to reclaim I am alone, in the dark room of pain Aching and sobbing, slippery and slain My body dissolved in ashes of lye No reason to live, no reason to die. |