Truth I Will Never Say

Truth I Will Never Say

Inside my heart is aching
And why I cannot say
All I know is nothing seems to be right
Well almost nothing anyways
I feel like such a failure
Just one more thought I never say
I feel like a disappointment
I can’t make you happy either way
And my heart is slowly sinking
I can see a puddle at my feet
It isn’t real but I feel it
I know it should be there
I know the difference between real and fake
The fake feels too real at night
It scares me sometimes too
But it isn’t something to worry about
It just a part of life
Things I know will get better
But for now I am stuck
As my heart sinks and aches
With me knowing the truth
A truth I will never say