Contorted

My body dies but my mind awake
and Heaven sleeps while i pray.
to slip next to you in a far away place,
without the cold, considerate pain.
in this breath of time,
i am home without harm,
but so lovingly deep within your arms.
and your heart echos until i drown.
the rythm it beats,
my only sound.
as i reach farther into the sky,
as i reach closer to you.
i've lost too much,
i can't turn back.
i see you there,
i can't turn back.
Aside from the stains i wash away,
with so much love,
comes too much pain.
too frail, too fragile, laying in haze.
too fucked to feel,
the edge is frayed.
to finger the trigger,
to feel she comes,
to take a breath,
to taste the gun,
to helplessly fail,
to helplessly fade,
too helplessly frail,
to helplessly fade.