Some recent thoughts I've had, made into a letter. I'd enjoy any thoughts on the subject. |
Dear God, An elder once told me that a man shouldn't dwell in his own mind for too long. She also told me that the best life one can lead is a simple one. This sounds sagely but for a nagging truth in the shadow of those words. I submit this: if your conscience is never troubled, is it that you haven't sinned, or that you've stopped caring about it? In regard to those who have chosen a simple life, despite all the evidence of it being wrought with complexities, I am torn between pity and deep admiration. I know that either of those you should choose, God, I have sinned in the other; I am truly sorry. We all fall far short of the great people we could be. I imagine that this is true, simple or complex as we are. I yet refrain from thinking poorly of a simple man, for he has found acceptance in his existence that continues to elude me. He finds joy in simpler things, and discovers peace without looking very hard. Still, I cannot recommend the simple life, as I have seen the beauty and felt the majesty in seeing life in all its wondrous variety. I cannot forget the compassion I have learned or turn away from the truth that has been laid before me. I urge, at every opportunity, for my fellow man to look deeper into themselves and sincerely pray they find something they've never seen there before. I know with all the passions of my heart that our reflections are ever-changing, that a brief glance into the mirror of our souls is not enough to truly sustain us. I am certain in this knowledge. God, would that I could share what I have found there in the shadows of my self more accurately! If only I could elucidate this wisdom that it seemed more simple. If you happen to read this letter, God, I pray... let us pause, if only for a moment, to better understand ourselves. Give each of us the desire to dwell, if only brief, within our own minds and reflect on the troubles of our souls. By knowing ourselves, we understand better what you are. In the process of this examination, please inspire us to remember that all of us should benefit from it, and let us understand our place beside those we contrast. Yours, Truly, George |