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Several old poems of mine |
INVISIBLE FRIEND Dear dear friend Where are you I wonder where tonight If we were still talking I’d ask you Get the opinion of a guy You always knew how to guide me When new things came around And now you’re gone I am wondering You left with so little sound And I still have no answer Why I need you I can’t say I usually knew the answer But I need to hear them out loud But you are not here to guide me You are not here to see me through You left me unattended You simply walked away I'M SORRY Sorry for those times I was mean to you I’m sorry also that I cared I’m sorry I ever liked you I’m sorry that you’re not here And I’m sorry for saying sorry I’m sorry for not wanting to say goodbye I’m sorry for being a bad friend And for telling you all was “fine” I’m sorry now for crying I’m sorry I have to let you go But mainly I’m just sorry that I didn’t keep you close I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I SAY GOODBYE And to all I say goodbye The time The time has come To leave behind the simple joys Move onto something more I know we shall not meet again I am taking a new road One I ask you not to follow It is my road alone Alone I shall go For loneliness I know I know it better than anyone else So say your goodbyes Because tomorrow I go I’ll leave when you don’t know I’ll sneak away into the night While you lay asleep Dreaming sweet dreams I’ll take my leave To a happier place To a new life made for me And now I say goodbye To all those that I see Goodbye and remember not to cry Or come searching for me THOUGHTS Never could I hate you I wish that you could see Just how lost I am without you No, I take that back Never should you see! If you did you’d worry But the fact is clear This feeling could only be One thing Yes just one thing! I’m trying hard to leave you Inside my memories But when I do I become so lost I need one person You. We walked and talked We played a game Then set our movie on pause We’ve tried to peek And try to sneak Back into the other’s heart. But things have changed So slightly What a difference one thing makes I wish I would have known I should have just waited Like I wanted to But NO I had to listen To your lies I always do! So now I ought to ask you Hurt him or hurt myself I need an answer I need it now Tell me The truth Not a lie A life is on the line. SILENCE Silence fills the room No, not a word is said We sit We remain silent Thoughts only of you in our head Silence fills the room Mouths are silent Thoughts are full Others think we’re crazy But I say they’re the fools Silence fills the room It fills my thoughts It fills my heart And only then can you be heard Only then can I hear “I love you” Silence now is over And everyone’s going to leave But I sit I remain silent I still listen I’m listening to you LION AND LAMB The Lion met Lamb Lamb being blind Mistook Lion for a lamb Lion played along They were good friends Lion and Lamb But what happens When blind Lamb learns Is told Lion is not a lamb? Does that change their friendship Will Lamb runway Will Lamb look past and not care Will Lamb pretend to be a lion Or will everything just end HOPE IT DOESN’T SHOW Pretend I didn’t see it Pretend that I don’t know Pretend that I don’t feel it Hope it does not show Pretending not to think of it Pretend it never was Pretend my heart’s not pounding Hope it does not show Pretend not to consider Pretend life is fine Pretend it will never happen Hope you will never know |