Incapable

Incapable
I couldn’t take it ,
Not anymore,
So last night on the bed I laid
And slashed my wrists
With a razor blade.
Black rain covered my soul
Could no longer see the sun
Through the dark clouds.
My friend;misery
Seems to just spread
Through my veins like morphine;
Numbing.
Escape is impossible.
I see myself in ways that are destructible.
I desire only freedom.
This hole in my heart filled with infection
And hate.
No bandage will hold.
I’m in pain and very tired
So last night on the bed I slashed my wrists
With a razor blade.



Misha
W.