Lost

Being young but feeling old,
Being hot but feeling cold;
Loving him but wanting more,
Feeling like I'm just a whore.

I miss my life when I was young,
Never had to hold my tongue;
Never had to be so strong,
'Cause nothing ever felt this wrong.

Is growing up really so hard?
Feels like I've got so far
Before I reach my final goal,
Finding out just who I am inside.

It's been so long that I've been lost,
I don't know how to find my way;
I hope one day that I wake up
To see a better, brighter day...