more than physical!

do you want to do this ?

"no i can't" that's all i seem to say

If i do ill hurt so bad

this endless struggle day by day.



You don't see the pain i hide,

this is tearing me apart.

It doesn't just hurt physically,

it hurts my head and heart.



"no you cant is all i ever hear,

all i want is to have fun!

But even that is stopped so much,

from this i wish i could run



Ha run is a bit of an odd word,

the basic thing i'd love to do.

To run as free as a bird flying in the sky.

I look at those luck ones and feel blue.



It makes me angry that it is so easy.

To them it is but for me it isn't the same,

i'd love to start over.

Go back to before the problems came.