Just a short description of my perception of life and what we face as human beings. |
There comes that time in my life when I regret knowing some people. But this is not a fine thing to say, just because it's against my purpose as a child of God. I should love all and look out for my neighbour, while ensuring my safety (of course). That awkward moment when you think your actions will make someone feel better and eventually you become the ridicule of the moment. That time of your life when you believe so much in yourself and in your capabilities to make a difference, to create a certain image, to impact another life positively and all you get is shame and a scolding for a present. I have several of such memories; events that manage to change my mood in a flash. They are times I wish never to remember, times I would trade anything beautiful, anything good, anything wonderful for. I regret several things but I appreciate many more things as well. I have a life to live and that is my only motivation. I have a family that cares and friends who believe in my willpower. I have a Creator who believes in me more than I do in him. These are what keep me alive to this day. For those who make the life I live worthwhile, I know I can never repay them. In the words of one such person, if I should ever forget those ones who have made my life so bright, "...may my right hand wither." and whatever I do, wherever I may find myself in the future, I know I will return to find the same old faces awaiting the advertisement of my graceful success. I have always believed that life is easy and simple. It is the situations we create around us as human beings that bind us and restrict our happiness here on earth. I take one day at a time. What you have been through may not match what I have been through. What I have seen is not the same as what you have seen. Appreciating one another is key to the union we all want to exist among us. I live by the fact that we are all innocent until proven guilty and that is why I won't judge you based on hearsay. I have shared my thoughts....no need to agree with me. Just know this is what I live by. *--Samli--* |