My shame

                                                  My true Shame

How i wish i could choose between heart and mind, how i wish i didn't run against the wall.

We stare at each other, lost in the pit of our grief. Swore alligence to one another, yet here

we stand, backed up to the wall of loves boundries.

Looking at the mirror of a true friend, broken by shattering of distain, hollow heart, empty smile,

you run far, far away.

Lay the blame at my feet, smearing disgrace for protecting my own. Filled me up empty, thats given shame.

Burying me in the back of your mind, out of reach, disappointed by the leader who chose to follow.

Goodbyes whispered in the light filled room. Shallow now, as i fall from your touch.

Had a glimpse of the future, saw a perfect world. Never get what i want.

Tortured by happiness, you.ve left me to smile in pain.