Forgotten Love

         My love forgot about me. He left me alone in the dark, in the cold. I was alone now and no one was there. He was my first love, my first kiss, but yet he left me alone. I was promised forever and always, but forever and always came too quick. His forever and always promises now belonged to another. Another much prettier, more petite and more outgoing. I was just his for the moment, but he was done with me now. I should find someone else too. I did. He loved me for me. He wanted me. He saw me. But when I looked at him, I only saw my first love. I was blinded by my first love and I had no hope of seeing. I didn't want my new love to leave, but I only held on to him to have someone close for I was lonely. Oh, how selfish I am. I knew the difference between the two; their touch was different, their scent not alike. But I couldn't get past the face of my first love. My other love's face was hidden. He was giving me his all, but I only longed for another. How could my love have been forgotten, when I loved so hard. I knew I would never come out of the dark, out of the cold, but selfish me would not let go. Maybe it will be one day when I can see clearly and see that the man in front of me loves me. Maybe one day my heart won't cloud my sight and I can see that, my love has forever fogotten me.