The Painful Fear

What is fear when you have nothing to lose and nothing to gain; just emptiness
No where to turn; trapped and rejected, alone
Not a care in the world; all your hopes set on something that will never happen or ever could
Everything you thought you had, slips through your fingers like sand
The air around you leaves your lips; leaving your lungs gasping for life
You close your eyes just for a moment; nothing happens
You scream; this pain will not kill you but lets you life to suffer
You scream again, still no sound is heard
It takes all you had and puts it right in front of you
You never get to touch it, never get to feel it, never get to have it; strips you of everything
Fear is what you make it out to be
It burns into your skull; drilling into your thoughts
It destroys any joy you ones had
Dwelling in your pain, it settles in your suffering
It is powerful