I Miss You

At 1am I hear my phone,
I start slighty at the tone,
Across the screen I see your name,
And I confess, it caused me pain.

The stars are out, I know it's late,
You're probably drunk, and I should wait,
But I profess I miss you so,
I take the call,
My heart beats slow.

Tears are forming in my eyes, (I promised I wouldnt cry)
"Hello it's me" ( like I dont know)
"I'm sorry for this silly row"

Large round tears roll down my cheek,
I try not to sob and then you speak.

"Are you there? please talk to me!" (I can't, I can barley see)
"Are you crying, why? please stop!" ( I hate you more with every sob)
"I miss you, I miss being friends" ( you're the one who made it end)
I stop and take a shaky breath,
"I miss you too" I then profess.

He sounds so sad, my old best friend,
Trying hard to make amends.
At least that is what I thought
And then,
Again,
I'm overwrought.

"I miss you" he says, once again,
"But in the morning this will end."
The tears jump back, my voice it quivers,
and I'm sure my body shivered.

"So whats the purpose of this call?"
"To say I'm sorry I guess thats all.
In the morning we cant be friends,
someting tells me it should end.
I don't want you to hang around,
but I feel so bad youre feeling down."

Thats all I need a pity call,
from my once best friend, again I fall.
"I miss you" I whisper, just once more,
And then I end the horrid call.

"I love you" I whisper,
Voice thick with tears,
into a night thats full of fear.
For this he can never know,
I guess it's good we had this row.

He is good friends with my ex,
And has a girl with whom I cant contest.
He is arrogant stubborn and all too lippy,
but He's kind and smart and very witty.

I don't know why I feel like this,
To turn back time would be a gift.
To when he was my closest friend,
My emotions weren't so frazzled then.

I wish upon this lonley night,
That everything will be alright.
I miss my friend with all my heart,
But now we have to be apart.

I wonder if he deep down he knows,
And that's why we had this row...



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