the war inside a person's heart when they're heart is cracked and broken |
You left me in the streets, Hungry for the warmth that'll never come, Now, alone and beat, I stand still in my cracked world, Like a thousand daggers that hurt my heart, I thought we'd never be apart, I thought you'd be there for me, I should've saw the signs, That signify you were going to leave, Now broken and hurt, I will never allow myself to hope, Because in the end, i don't even know how to cope, Awake and alive, I've already made up my mind, In my body and mind, I'm fighting for the chance to pick myself again, But everytime i look at your picture, I can't shake off the feeling of despair and in my heart, awakens a stir, Awakens an ache, Which right now, i don't appreciate, I can't handle all this pain inside, I'm at war and i can't confide, not right now, not ever, The war is intense, Now more tahn ever, i can't let my feelings of you win, To get in the way, I need to hold them at bay, And make them disappear, Because if i don't, it'll kill me tonight, And all my worst fears of never being with you will win, And that, is the greatest sin |