" Moving on"

I need to go on with my life,
I'm tired of waiting,
And going through all this strife,
It makes my heart explode in pain, to leave you behind,
But you've did the same,

I've come to realize,
That i can"t put my life on hold for you,
All you have done is patronize,
So as i move on from this miserable life,
I open my eyes and for the first time,
I see that i have so much more to achieve than  lose,
When i was waiting for you, i felt like a mime.
Not saying one word, but only acting it all out,
All through time,

Like the clouds that move and take different forms,
I need to do the same,
I could act more freely,
And you might say it's lame,
But i have another perspective,
And it doesn't include all that negativety that you gave me,

Like the water that's different, but still stays the same,
I am like the water, that moves and thinks,
That feels and changes,
I'll always be me,
but in a more different and free way,