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What's up? Well I'm sitting here making this personally for me to read whenever i get bored.. or for anyone else that might read this...?? I don't know. Kay so, um. .School?! I have been doing well so far. I believe I have straight A's, that's honestly the best I've ever done. ha ha no really. If i can get one grading period where i have a 4.0 I will literally cry of happiness. My parent's will be proud, for once. Like i'm not saying they're never proud of me but it just seems like my mother just isn't with a lot of things, my father left the picture a while ago so i don't really know with him. my teachers really just don't care, i don't think they even realize when a girl who isn't that great in school can manage an A, I don't know. We'll see.

Orchestra, Ah...what an interesting class.. I barely started the viola last year, (my freshman year) and last year it was horrible because i was put in the advanced class and I was merely a beginner, yeah that doesn't really work. when you learn a new instrument you have to go at your own pace and not rush into things especially if you've never had any experience with a string instrument. this year it's been better, I know how to play somewhat. :) I have some friends in that class, well i don't know what to call friends... maybe one. but the two schillings just pick on me all the time, ha but it's all good.. :) maybe if one of them sees this I'd be contempt telling them through words and not in person that i like one of them .(I WILL NOT SAY WHO) but yeah.. he's a dork and i've known him since last year and i feel like we kind of connected as friends at the end of the year. but yeah, i thought he was cute at the beginning of the year and i told another friend i liked him and so far it hasn't gotten out yet.. thankfully. i kind of wish i knew if he felt the same way, i just hate that feeling of not knowing, it's annoying to me.

I don't know, it seems like it but then again, he's a higher grade level than me, and upper class man don't like under class man. But let's see? he said good morning once, smiled at me that same morning, picked on me (playfully) another morning and made me giggle... oh and today during (input another clue here) class he asked me what i got on the quiz, i told him and he said "oh snap!" then something inappropriate, (we won't mention it) but yeah.. maybe he likes me or he likes picking on me.. (just because I'm short...maybe:)

ugh, I blabble a lot :D anyways I have an amazing boyfriend who i've known since 6th grade.. his name is Shaun and we've been together for 1 month and 1 day.. (Today) wow, it felt like forever but every day during lunch we hang out and make each other laugh. we have some good memories together. :D

Umm, is that All i wanted to rant about? maybe.
OH another problem i have!

this kid i know back in the day and now i barely know his thoughts or state of mind is talking to me and yeah we did some stuff with each other during the summer,, and now he's being a brat.. i should be able to handle his crap but i don't know, it just seems like a peak right now. any suggestions? no? okay.

I might add more to this later but right now i'm going to leave it right now :D