I'm Leaving

As I lay awake in bed,
I remember what you said. I wonder why I stay.
You try to control me, You try to tell me how it is.
When it backfires, you threaten me.
I need someone who doesn't try to control me,
and Tell me how it is to them.
What's wrong with me?
Why does everyone turn against me?
I shouldn't be here right now.
I should be way past the border.
Come on, count in order.
I'm leaving you, now's the chance.
You say I'm not going, and ask for one more dance.
No, I can't let this time go away.
I'm leaving you. I have my bags packed.
I'm leaving, your not sucking me back.
Lay your hand upon me and you'll be chop suey.
I have to leave for the train.
Get a brain!
I'm leaving you and never coming back.