Am I really Exist Or I was never Exist

So peace...so quiet...so silent...
I feel so lonely here...
Where are the people?
“Where are you all?”

There’s no one, except me
Sitting on the floor and thinking of my poorness
Ah... I always think
“Am I ‘real’ in this world?”

All the happy stories...Vanished at once
Then...All of you, disappeared
One by one, leaving me alone...Inside my closet
“Why are you so cruel to me?”

I was thinking, alone...
Crying over my “empty” life
Oh God, I beg You...Please answer me!
“Am I really exist in this world?”

The time was laughing on me
All of my efforts were useless...
It’s no use to run from my situation
Because...I was destined ‘not to be real’ in this world...