I'm afraid to trust you.
It hurt so much before.
Do I take the chance
or
head for the door?
I shouldn't be surprised
for this pain, for this ache.
It's almost like a friend
who makes me want to escape.
Why does the darkness feel safe?
The familiar scent of sorrow
that I can't mistake.
The darkness tries to grab me when
alone & in pain.
It tries to entice me with
promises & lies of a lover.
Saying I'm no good
and
nothing to another.
It laughs at my dreams
for the life it says I'll never have.
How ridiculous I am to think it will ever be.
With a cascade of tears
I can fight it no more
The numbness begins to set in.
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