I want her

I can't describe this feeling.
A feeling of Excitement, Desire, and Disappointment
It overwhelmes me and leaves me totally drained of all energy
Its all because of this girl
I have only just met her recently
But she is the most gorgeous woman i have ever seen
Her eyes, Her smile, Her freckles, Her body,
All the perfect image of my dream girl
I feel weird because she barely knows me and i barely know her, yet
I feel like i know her
I feel like i want to get to know her
I feel like i want to see her everyday for the rest of my life
Why?
I honestly don't know

I could barely get her name i was so overwhelmed by desire
She was the most beautiful thing i had ever seen
And there she was, in my class, sitting not more than 3 seats away

I knew her first name so i tried to talk to her after class but she was busy
I tried to get her to come to the concert that night with me to get to know her better but she was busy
But i knew her first name

The next class i walked in later so i could see the sign in sheet and found the only Megan in the class
THERE! i told myself, i have discovered her name and i will use this to look her up.
Bad idea
It had been a week of just knowing her by her first name and wanting her
but when i looked her up on Facebook, found out she was a poet, a model, a christian, a just a wonderful person in general
Speachless
Utterly Speechless and wanting to just go out and get to know this Angel
This wonderful woman that i had been looking for my entire life.

God had told me trust him and he would provide.
Was this what he meant?
Was she the one that i might share my life with?

I don't want to rush into a relationship with anyone
I don't want to be hurt again, to feel the pain i have gone through before

Even as i just imagine her, the perfect lady
The woman of my dreams my heart jumps
Just to think that a woman so beautiful is so close makes me just wish i had her with me right now,
to listen to music with and to hold close knowing that i would protect her to my last breathe

I know i am weird for this feeling, For feeling so strongly for a girl i haven't even met fully yet
But i want to meet her
I want to get to know her
I want to hold her
I want her to know this
I want her to accept this
I want her