I'm In Wonderland

I Fell down a hole,
and i came back up again my life was all wrong and i had no were to go or hide,
my friends said i would be fine,
but i took one blink and it seemed they ran off far in to the distance were i couldent reach them for help or love at all,
every tear i cry was ment to be for just you but it was for all things old and brand new,
i never had felt so bad and been in pain for so long,
and all of a sudden i forgot how to be happy again. Crying after the sun had gone down was now my routine and i couldent stop my heart beating to the pain with in me. I shared no happy momments or any angry days because i felt so lonely and i had no life with in me to go on,
but evrey morning that sun comes up i try my best to think of the good times what were in my head and i knew they were there in side,
as i get older i want to become more braver and bright and so i did i fell down but my urge'es grew and grew on top of my pain and i realised how much i have been missing in my life and who i need to be close to again,
i will not go back in to that state i was in and my life you should be good and i cant wait for what is next to hit me ones again in this little life of mines,
beacuse every night is going to be brillant and fill with me joy and happy thoughts till i die and come back again forever more i shall stay alive to for fill my dreams and be who i want to be.