putting my feelings in writing |
If I Could Walk Because I can't walk I learned to deal with pain. If I could walk. would my body still hurt? I love with my whole heart--unconditionally. If I could walk. Would my kids respect me more? Would my kids love me more if they didn't have to take care of me? If I could walk would I be happier? Would my kids be happier if they had a NORMAL mom? If I could walk what would be different? Would I be a better person? If I could walk would I be a better mother? If I could walk would I still have the same fears? Would I've found lasting romantic love? I am proud of who I am--Cerebral Palsy and all. I would hope I'd still love as deeply as I do. My Children are my greatest achievement. I am as NORMAL as God wanted me to be. I have no right to question or doubt. I am me and this is the way I am supposed to be. Life is a gift. We must learn to make the best of it. We're all only human; sometimes we make the wrong choices. Forgiveness, is also one of God's amazing gifts--all we need to do is ask. In my heart; I carry the Lord forever. So, someday--I will walk, but until that amazing day; I am who I am for a reason. I accept the challenges I've been given as a test I am worthy of his everlasting love for me. Marcia Belle Bucella Marcia~I'm Home :) |