Dying, Dying, Dead

I'm alive only on the outside
I'm alive no longer inside
My world has crashed
It's in the past
Happiness does not exist
I am living in the mist
The mist of only death and lies
The mist of only pain and cries
I lie alone for now at least
Until they unleash the beast
Then I shall run for my dear life
But it will get me, can't dive aside
I look fine but I'm not
It's all just a big facade
I'm dying please can't you see
I'm dying please rescue me
I'm dying I can run no more
I'm dying deep in my core
I need help pick me up
I can feel it in my gut
With my dying breath I have said
"You took too long, now I am dead!"