Sorrier Than I Have Ever Been

I was a damn fool. I care about you indescribably and I fucked up something great in my life. I made the greatest person that I ever met feel as if I was a creep and a stalker and an obsessed little boy. I'm sorry does not do what I did justice. I'm a damn fool and I know why. You are such a great woman and you are someone who makes me happy to hear from and I just threw it all away for my own selfish fuckin needs. Since that first text I received, I have not stopped crying because of what I did. I'll never be able to forgive myself for being so damn stupid. From day one, you've been a breath of fresh air in my polluted lungs. I'm a fuck up. I'm a fool. I'm a stupid fuck who just could not let good stay good. I had to push. I had to keep pushing like the asshole that I am. All I can say is that I understand if you don't wanna see me ever again and I can understand if you don't wanna be my friend anymore. From the deepest receses of the heart that I broke myself this time, I am so sorry. I'm not good enough to be with you as anything. I cannot ask for your forgiveness because I don't deserve it. All I want to say is that I am sorry and please don't forget me. Remember me.