Cold

My loss came at great cost.
since you've gone
I've been as cold as stone.
You're glow has disappeared
And all your energy is geared,
Towards my demise,
I'm not the same in your eyes.

Surgical pads clean my hands,
In hopes to hide the smell,
Of this ongoing hell.
But Nothing can hide the noose,
That suits,
The jester, my evil master.

I have no worries or cares,
I've forgot how to share, my soul.
Left with one dying goal.
Just to feel, maybe to heal,
And climb out of this hole.
That's 12 feet deep,
Itching to keep, my heart cold.

I'm so c-c-cold,
Nothing breaks the hold,
I have on me,
My haunting memories.
Make me bleed,
Dead blood,
An endless flood,
Of Lies.


I need to gather,
The strength to slaughter,
The remaining ties,
Binding me to these lies.
Cuz these ties hold my love,
Like a dying dove,
It slips away as I decay.

Fuck this life,
Years of strife and struggle,
Attempting to smuggle,
An ounce of humanity,
In me.

But I have no worries or cares,
I've forgot how to share, my soul.
Left with one dying goal.
Just to feel, maybe to heal,
And climb out of this hole.
That's 12 feet deep,
Itching to keep, my heart cold.
But it always wins.

I'm so c-c-cold,
Nothing breaks the hold,
I have on me,
My haunting memories.
Make me bleed,
Dead blood,
An endless flood,
Of Lies.