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a simple poem wrote about wanting to just...escape. |
I don't know where I went wrong Or how I got where I am But, I'm here now Here to stay It's not like I want to be here I hate it here But, this is who I am I'll never understand why I feel so much pain But, it's there Eating me alive There's something inside of me Something I can't escape Feeding me lie by lie It's a voice I hear with every step I make With every breath I take The voice that people hear when I speak I'm not good enough I'm not pretty enough I'm not a thing Nothing is who I am Numb is all I feel I hear it everyday I'm trying so hard to run away To feel real again I watch my own blood drip to the floor I feel alive, but it's only for a moment Scars are left ,just so I can feel I look back to assure myself I'm here Such a pleasuring reassurance Why don't I feel like everyone else? It's like I'm living a nightmare I pray to just wake up in my bed All my pain swept away I want to be me again Not this heartless monster I've become Somebody, please spare me a pair of wings I want to fly away Fly away from this cage of skin I'm living in It's hell in here Somebody, please, help me escape |