I miss someone profusely, but I will not yield. |
You were but a Princess only to me. Worried and spoiled. Everyone else hated you. Everyone else hated you. You put a roof over my head, you put food in my belly when I was hungry, You were my mother. I stroked your hair, helped shave your legs, and took you through body health. I stared fondly at you as you slept. Remember the days we lived together? Drove each other nuts! I loved you dear fellow, you meant a lot. And maybe in coming years you will seek me out, But maybe you won't. The outcome you will meet with, is daunting. I will not accept you back in my life. I will not allow you passage. You would dare show me such love and take it away? I bear your mourn forever, as if you've died. I carry this burden alone. For you will reach out to touch me out of boredom in your life. I say to you to that, keep it. I settle for nothing but the adoring love I shower you with. I write an eternity of words to keep you. I cannot live without you, but I will preserve. I painted your names in the walls of my heart, I carried your lonely. You guided me through a world I was of no recognizance. I ensconced your heart. I will miss you my pal. Now I bid thee, goodnight. |