I Hate You

4 years ago i met you and we have been together for 4 years. Laughing, crying, joy and sorrow we have done together. But i don't understand about our relationship. I hate you so much, but i still love you and i can't imagine to live without you. I want to break the wall who has separate us. I hate you because you can't take your own decision. Why?????? it's for us babe. Differences are not obstacle for us, but they are can makes me together instead. 4 years are long times for us together, is it has to finish now? Do you think about it? do think about my feeling? But i do babe..... I do.