Raindrop

}upside down in a tailspin
I'm leading with the wind
incredibly lightweight body off
I'm piercing the clouds, I'm falling
he kicked me out for having covered my ears
feelings resurfaced
I'm alone in this crash
so afraid to wake up
-became true, it's becoming scary
-became myself a sharp knife
-ready to stick on the floor
the melody wants to flee
There is now only a beautiful buzz
of the great winds greeting me
I feared to wake up, I feared it was just a simple dream
there wasn't a jump in time for fear
as I thought it had been
torments me not to feel fear
this is so good to feel
but so many memories, too many tears

empty the head of acid tears, is the hardest part
this was with no reason, this was so far

down with closed eyes, I'm so far away
Now everything comes to my head
all my wounds are on display
that pain, that endless cry
should I let the critters licking?
this is so nice to feel
all this peace of mind
the whole trip was so peaceful...
the descent of a divided body
but so many memories, too many tears

so afraid to wake up
-became true, it's becoming scary
-became myself in a sharp knife
-ready to stick on the floor
I'm more than a traveler
I cried with the knife in my chest
I wanted to mention the reason of my pain
but I haven't been able and it kills me even more
the melody wants to flee
There is now only a beautiful buzz
of the great winds greeting me
and saying goodbye
for my next fall