for the last days

the genesis of my story begins within
about the man inside me who didnt fit in
all i had to do was not listen
to break free from this heartless prison
it all starts in the begining of april and may
the way i was so forced to survive each day
i remember before i would count the hours
failing to beleive in a higher power
this experience left a scar on my heart and on my soul
i had to kill apart of me to make me a whole