Confidence

I try to speak
But nothing comes in words
I can't use the words I try to seek
I end up, not being heard.


I try to talk
then change my mind
I turn away, and walk away, just walk
I've lost my voice, I need to find.


I walk to people, then I hide
Scared of what they think
I say to myself, At least I tried.
Part of me, wants to shrink


I don't understand my fear
I don't have a reason, to be how I am
But I've been feeling this year by year
I think i'm living in fear.