How will my heart go on ?

What do I do ?

Where do I go ?



Oh ...... oh how will my heart go on ?

Truly I’ve loved and do still love…

In futility though the heart be strong…

Why? I ask.......

To what end or purpose achieved?



I cry inside all held within

For no right have I to wail aloud

Turmoil within, roiling and rolling

Like labor pains: this must surely end



A baby born…. or arms bereft

Belly of emotion once swollen

With the promise of that to come

Now collapsed, force of storm abated



Nevertheless this womb has held a soul

A life even now still lives on

In tangibility or in the sphere of realms unseen

A spritely soul a whispering



Glad I am that I love and am loved

Though out of sync

What was; Now is.....

Perfectly attuned encapsulated beyond time



Pockets of happiness, discretely savored

Giddy delight, silliness, joy,

Passion, heights soaring

Melancholic, inspirational,

Deep …



But surely as the heart beats on

The story of time

It’s tale must tell

To declare her, His …story



I wait and tell my heart to wait….

For that which for which it must

A shadow I see now,

Truly felt but elusive to touch



Nebulous as mist in the new dawn

Lifts to reveal a new day, a new dream

A new hope, A new love…..

Made surer and stronger by that

Which within still burns …..