Painted Black

i still hide behind my door
i don't feel anything anymore
the pain has all but gone away
locked inside and there to stay

i feel you here
you smile at me
a smile that
i will not see

you stand there behind your wall
and laugh at me as i fall
i pick myself up again
and turned away from you in the end

i believe you do not care
and if you do i am wrong
i guess that's how i will let it go
cause this hate came too damn strong

now i see the light
i have began to fight
now the wings i used to lack
are here with me and painted black