Let it out,yesterday

Let my sanity perish,for it eluded me,when most needed



Let my pride sink and never to resurrect



Let the ego vanish,for it had led me astray



Let my beauty shrink,for the imbalance it had produced in me



Let the sickness that bewhelmed my youthful heart never live in my kids



Let this turmoil never return to my offsprings



Let those I have sinned against forgive me



Let those who wished me happiness never get crossed



Let you all,whom I have let down,do not moan



Let those I have made unhappy,rejoice



For this day, I reckon



I have slipped and fallen



And now,I know I have missed all opportunities



For in shame,I do the dance of perjury



I can only hope,that as I shrug along



Maybe the missing patches of divine mercies



may fall by my way side



Thought,prayed I supposed as I acted.



Maybe sheer wrong doing,or was it fate?