Poems to my family

My family on my mother's side I feel as though they don't think highly of me. Like as if I'm really stupid like my mother and make the wrong decisions just as she does, and my aunt, and my cousin Vanessa. It's as though us girls are really dumb, uneducated, predictable, and basically ditsy. I hate how my mother's bad decisions reflect on me and make me look bad cause I'm nothing like her, but because she does do horrible things, it's like mother like daughter to them, and how to prove them wrong boggles the hell out of me. Why I care so much for them to take me serious is because I don't like anyone underestimating me which I know I shouldn't let them get to me, or feel as though I have to prove myself to them or anyone, but that's something I'm working on, and when I overcome that, I'll write a poem about my progress. I know I need to let go and not worry about how I think my family think of me. If ppl I don't know underestimate me, it doesn't bother me, its only my family, I just wanted to get that out there so no one assumes that it's for everyone around me cause it isn't.