Mom, I need you.

I closed my eyes when I'm in danger,

as innocent as the baby born in the manger, I'm defendless.

Your little baby, so precious and senseless, i need you.

For nine months, you breath for me,

you raised me, you now how to read me,

because you're my mother.

A bond that no other can shake, no heartache can brake,

an endless sleep that can't be wake,

a bond that tie me to you and you to me forever

So whenever and whatever I'll put you first and vice vesra, right?

I want to believe that with all my might, but

Your action speaks louder than your words.

I just turned sixteen and I'm not blind

to what's accorded.

My mom's addiction, unheard but yet seen.

Now I'm in the stage of my life when I lean

over into womanhood that being a teen.

This is where I need you.

i'm lost with no sense of direction,

you not there with your correction

for your mistakes you been through

So i don't go down the same road too.

You rather fight me than save me ,

pushing away your baby in the time she needs you most

But you're no longer my mother

You just a host as the drug going in and use you

It's seen like the drugs are a long-time parthner

and it constantly abused you

After a cold night , a sleepless night ,

nobody but myself to hold me tight.

I left to believe you that you don't want me

so I tried to myself out the equation

A horror from my friend's eyes to see

With a little persuasion, I realize the problem not me

it's you

I didn't put the needle in your vein,

or snort the crack up you nose

So I should be the one to blame

Yea I made my share of mistakes,

But now I'm gettting my act together , and i hope you do too,

Because "Mom, I need you."

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