Bullied

My Life In 6th And 7th Grade

Hi My Name Is Reagan , Im 12 Years Old And In 7th Grade , Ive Had A Horrible Life . Im Willing To Share My Experinece With You . In the 6th Grade I Was So Exited To Start Middle School , I was Kinda Geeky Like I Didnt Know How To Dress Good Or Look good , But I Still Had Good Friends . I was Kinda Chuby , I Was Scared To Show Off My Body , So Of Course I Wore A jacket All The Time. I Met This One Girl In Pacticular , Her Name Was Gloria Her . She was Told To Tuck In Her Shirt And She Was Telling Me How G** The teachers Are Here. Thats When We Became Friends. She Was My Bestest Friend. She was The Only One I Would Talk too . I Trusted Her With All My Heart , And I Still Do. I Dont Really Remeber How The Bulling Started Or Who Started It. I Remeber That People Kept Coming Up To Me Asking If I Said Something About Mexicans , And Of Course I Said No I Didnt. I Remeber Mexicans Yelling At Me , They All Hated Me . This Girl Abigal And Her Mexican Gang hated Me The Most , She Turned My Best Friend Against Me . Gloria Left Me For Other People Who Were Fake . Then rumors Started . I Dont Remeber Them , All I remeber Is Everyone Hated Me. No One Understood Me . I Started To Starve Myself And I Became A Little Under Weight. I Started To Hate My Own Family , And I Didnt Know Why. I Hated My dad The Most And My Brother And His Girlfriend Who Is Now His Wife. I Would yell At Them For Everything. I Would Tell Them I Hope You Die And Horrible Stuff. I had To Wake Up everyday Realizing Today is going To Be Horrible My Own Personal H***. I Would Go To School With A Fight , Like I Screamed And Tryed To Run Away . All They Would Do Is Put Me In A Room All Day . I Had No One To Talk To , I Cut My Wrist And I Hated Myself For Ever Being Alive . Then I Stopped Going To School For Like A MOnth Cause I Just Refused . And At Night I Would Just Cry And Cry . I Would Yell And Scream And Punch My Bed . I Was So Sad , And Im emotinaly Scard For Life . lets Skip Through This Year . Next Year Is 7th Grade Me And Gloria Are best Friends Again , But Everyone Else Still Hates Me . Gangs Want To beat Me Up And Kill Me But It Stopped . Im Homeschooled Now . So I Barley Have Friends , But its Okay i Guess. Im Going To Theropy , Im Okay Now . I love My Family And Friends . Life Is Going Good So far , So I Thank god For Helping Me Through This H***. -Reagan