Him...

He was an amazing guy ...
He treated me perfecctly.He wrote on my facebook walll....He called me when i wanted him to..he texted me too.
He was pefeclty fit for my everyday life,Well its only like that at first huh?Did he leave me because of my ohso bad habits?Or was i just a fling?...maybe i was to ugly.
You know I turn pretty somethimes right?Only when i really need to be pretty it would happen "Sometimes".
But this time i decied to come back a little harder.I told myself to like what i see in the mirror everyday,and if not ..then it can simply be changed.Thats what it was..Maybe i was to simple? to easy ?I feel in love very quick and i only tend to do it when its a cute boy ..Gesh.

After i cursed out the office lady at school and completly showed my ASS to everybody.
AFTER I CURSED OUT THE OFFICE LADY AND COMPLETLY SHOWED MY ASS TO EVERYBODY..
i seen "him".
He was the last person i saw...
He looked at me until i started to feel uncomforble.I know that my own sister it talking to him.and she lies to me about it.AND SHE LIES TO ME ABOUT IT ..
but i tend to sit there like everything is Okay.So yeah,That means i sat there like everything was okay.Like a dumbass little girl.Im way more than that,I see potentiol in myself almost everydaay.
I pick up the hottest guys and im well umm kinda popular and im gorgeous.
So why did he leave?!?!?!?!!?!?!?
What did i do that was wrong??!!?
I ask myself that everytime i look in the mirror.
I gueess im not that beautiful ..