Necrophiliac

You're the only one who could tame my heart,
But instead you chose to rip it apart.
And in the hole where it once belonged,
You play your sadistic games all day long.
You put me through so much needless hell.
I wonder how you feel fucking this empty shell.

I couldn't ever leave you if I tried.
I couldn't save myself from you to save my life.
The more you cut me, the more I bleed
But I love you too much to ever leave.
I feel dead inside, and my dear, that
Would make you a necrophiliac.

How do you not notice the dead stare?
Do you get off on the pain that was there?
I wonder if I'll stay with you when the love is gone-
Just smiling, pretending and going along-
Or if I'll reanimate with the sole purpose to
Either even the odds or get away from you.