life is shitty

Life is a complicated thing indeed
Ignore this simple fact and it will
Slice you and dice you just to watch
You bleed

When you think about the happiest times
Of your existence I am sure you smile so hard
It cant be smacked off

Though the reality is that whenever you believed that
You were in charge and life was your hooker you never
Truly got laid just Simply jacked off

Pleasing , yes, but not exactly what you wanted
And that is when you learned to satisfy for less

This phenomenon has been happening for a very long
Time and if you were to ask even the smartest of men
They will confess

I have made resisting this life seeping way of life one of my passions

I know its going to be a hard fought war but I am determined to live my life the way I feel I should, even if that means digesting it in small shitty tasting rations