Am I who, the man there in the moon

Who am I
Why am I here
What are the reasons
to set me here
destroy my life
having no childhood
where did it go

If i'm not attractive
then I'm not here for that
if I 'm not loud
who will hear me
if i'd rather be alone
why am I ever writing

Why am I smart,
I can't be dumb.
Why am I so unnoticed?
left without a trace....
So quiet.........
forgotten til the end!

I can't fix me,
so how can I shape thee?
I won't teach!
I can't write!
so, how can it be so,
what am I good for......?
to be used,
abandoned,
and mis-used
treated like a garden knome !

Who will help me?
trapped in a my world!!!
Who will speak for me,
when I can not pronounce.?

What is the world gonna need me for?
am I already dead?
wandering the world,
left with no transaction.