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a girl who decides that suicide would be better than living her life. |
im confined here, i try to escape, but then it gets worse. im stuck her for life, im gonna scream, i think ive been given a curse. i keep hidden inside myself, confined to the thoughts in my head, wanting to be set free. i silently scream, inside im dying, can anyone even see?! ive been driven to the point, that i just want to be left alone, i cant take the pain! i just want it all to be over, for my life to end, and for me to be happy once again. i crawl deep inside myself, to hide from all the yelling. and all the bleeding on my arms and legs. "please leave me alone, i want to be normal!" i beg. my soul cries out, i just want the pain to stop, i want it to be over. i have bled over this, and this time i cant stop. my wrist is completely blood covered. so you think you are special? so you think its just an act? so you think im playing a game? as my eyes begin to get heavy from loss of blood, i think that im not going to miss you when im gone, because you will be the same. i am dead now, the pain is gone, i have been set free. like i predicted, you never changed, as far as i can see. |