At the end of a relationship even good memories are painful. |
At first I thought My tears had turned to blood; But then I realized.... They were foggy and red With memories that pained. Memories that do me no good. You were my light, And you were my joy. We managed To be so grown up; To stay friends Despite our feelings. But you have no idea How alone I feel inside. You got to go back to her, Where do I go? I have nothing and no one now. I tried to forget that I ever loved you. That we were always only friends, No greater lie could ever be told. Oh dear sweet love I felt for you... I still feel for you! That love had flipped itself inside out. And it seems that now It has a bladed hide. Because I can feel it cut me Every time I look at you. With that look of happiness on my face... It's true you know. That really is happiness; I'm still happy to be around you. But deep inside I can feel That jagged exterior of love Cutting me deep. I wish that love could finally make me bleed! So that I would bleed out all my memories. Of love and of loving you, But I fight too hard to tell my self that I don't love you But even in this denial, I can't seem to let you go |