Baby, i love you♥

Days get harder to go through,
as i feel like im loosing you.
after everything weve been through, i cant let this go away. or fall apart so simply.
i need to put myself through changes. not only for you, but for myself as well.
hurting the friends, the family, and you the most hurts me.
forgiving is something everyone can deal with.
even you.
i dont know why you wont forgive me, but soon you might come to realize forgiving might have been a better idea then not forgiving.
alot is happening, alot is changing, and soon possibly none of it will matter amymore.
just know, you will always be in my heart, no matter what, i will always be there, you will always be so important to me, and i will always love you. no matter what, i promise.