I give up

I give up

This isn't how I pictured my life
thinking about death and wanting to die
I was happy and free like a kite
or so I thought but its only a lie

It all started when I became a teen
and life got confusing and I felt blue
everyone around you feels like they're mean
but really they're just ignoring you

On the outside I smiled a lot
but inside I frowned more
I couldn't really connect the dots
what was I living for

Sometimes I would picture myself dying
and it would actually calm be down
you still reading this? Do you think i'm lying
I feel like I was beat into the ground.

I lay awake at night thinking it through
if killing myself would be wrong
do you know what its like to feel blue?
do you think I'm just singing a sad song?

Well tonight is the night you will see
I'm telling you this as I cry
go on leave forget about me
because tonight is the night I will die


THE END