Step Two the decline of it all

All was perfect. Me and Katie where in love and no one could tell us otherwise. We did everything together from work, to school work, even sleeping together.....haha well that one is a given. It was all to perfect and i thought my life couldn't go down or up hill from there. And then it happened i got home one day to my lovely apartment (not so lovely) and there was a note from Katie..........


"I am sorry Kevin but i cant be with you anymore. I have left NY and am on my way to Europe to chase my passion there. And if your wondering why I have made this choice i am sorry but there is another man in my life. Good bye Kevin."

sincerely,
Katie


I sat in shock for awhile and just worked and went to class like any other day with out her in my life. I started to blame her for being stupid in my mind and not letting me talk to her. She knows i am the best for her but shes afraid to admit it. Of course i was just venting and being stupid. I tried to contact her in every way possible but she has completely blocked me out of her life. This was some weeks ago, i am doing some what better now that i started talking to people about things and writing it all out of my system. I mean how do you just get over some one you wanted to marry? That day i got home i was going to ask her to marry me.......fuck my life right.


hopefully my next installment will be better since it will be about how i got over the one girl who could make me smile on a cloudy day........damn.