The feeling of being used. |
It appears in the nothingness Beauty to horrible to disregard Nets of such charm and lies Wrap and ensnare the willing The creature departs swiftly You sway along drifting behind Desperate for beauty, reality disappears Mind consumed with want and need It drops you in a warm snug pit The walls are close but suitable enough At the least it will be there with you But this is a lie it only stays a while Corrupt love leaks like a gas chamber Swirling, descending, settling Creating poisonous dreams and hopes Yet you settle in comfortable in deceit Its words mock adulation Its eyes cheat a longing for passion Its arms give out false infatuation Yet you fall in to horrible belief And it comes like your pet Wanting to be held and loved You abide hoping for your dreams Yet when you reach it slithers away You wait in your convinced conceit No one could take your place No one could love and care and give You wait and want and give and love It has stolen the importance of life Happiness, love, admiration, comfort Emptiness is left unguarded afraid You realize there is nothing left For it took and took and stole Rendering nothing in return It sees the waste you have become Anger and hatred rises up inside How dare you ask for it to stay? It only comes when it wants to play How dare you ask for affection in return? Full of fury at your nerve of weakness It laughs an echoing heart breaking laugh “You thought you could be happy?” Nothing ever looked so naïve and foolish Its smile so sweet and lips lovingly speak “You were never special you disgust me I didn’t ask for your kindness or your gifts Foolish girl you have nothing now, Now your nothing to me” Left wandering in mistakes of past Confused thoughts emerge How did you get here was it so wrong? Security crumbles like broken bread It has left you alone with no way out You catch your heart as it starts to fall down You find that it’s a stone turned all black Look what you’ve done you can never turn back |