What is acceptable to you?

I am far From Utopia...... and closer to a Catastrophic world
My desires and Hankers are far more important to me then my duties
What society Wants from me is not what I anticipated for myself
It's like the Ceaseless demand I have always put myself through
You have always been precedently over me
I wouldn't have seen it adequate any other way
But enough, I will not tolerate it anymore
Let go of the tenacious grip you have on me
Dragging me down to the point of feeling non-human
Have you become emotionless?
What happened to us along the way?
Did I commit a Malfeasance towards you?
We use to be so Fond of each other
I had embraced everything about you
I became Oblivious towards your imperfections
you became unsympathetic toward my little flaws
But I never fisticuff you, like you had transacted upon me multiple times
I had always a good sense predominated over the impulse to fight
So I never stuck back
I endured the agony and not once did I bemoan
Please departure away from me
I'm exhausted and much to daunted to do it myself
I want to erase you out of my conscious
I will not let you dispirit me anymore
This is the end of us
I now want to embark on a new adventure
Because I am not close to my ultimate point in my journey
And i will not be Forestalled by you.