becuase of you

you say you love me
but your eyes tell a different story
so don't give me bullshit
because i might do something crazy
and believe it
i miss you
or the old you
before she came along
and ruined it all
you messed me up
i will never be the old me
maybe that's a good thing
maybe I've grown up
and realized
guys are always gonna tell me bullshit
so why even bother
i cant trust people anymore
always afraid
of the same thing happening
the pain of being alone
is almost unbearable
but its better than the pain of my world falling apart
so no matter what i do
just because of you
ill always be alone