What's on my mind right about now

it's about eleven in the morning and i just placed self on the couch. random thoughts indefinitely running in my mind. only few i can grasp though. i think... what if i was a complete contrary of what i am. i mean... i very often judge and analyse others. for an example, let me base this abrupt concept on race. i ask, had i been white, how would i have conducted self?, pondering over it. remember, the mind is not prohibited nor shy to earnestly express itself in whatever way.

the mind speaks....
perhaps we are not equal after all. the illusion that the world has attempted to suppress might actually be true. it could happen that a white man percieves a dinstinct being in a black man. because even now i find it difficult to understand why such contempt towards people of colour. i have, in my endeavour to apprehend where white people are coming from and justify their actions, looked at this from every possible perspective. one thought that springs to mind is the physists point of view. physists claim that animals are of lower being to human. so isn't it slightly possible that even among humans exists a